Hey hey hey, it's definitely been a while since I've self-blogged for a bit, so now is a good time to do so. So far, the summer has been bitter-sweet. July...eh...not so sweet.
First off, Happy 4Th of July. Hope you all had an amazing night with your people. Now me? Let's see, where do I begin. Well I officially dropped out of high school (yes, that includes Options For Youth). I was WAY behind and found no way of catching up in reasonable time. Plus, I owe my mom $3500.00 for the car she bought me and paying her off adds to my schedule. Everyone is way upset about me not continuing high school, and I am too. If I could go back and change one thing it would be that, trust me, I regret my past 3 years more then anything my entire life. Sorry for all the people I let down. Thanks for all the compliments I'm getting about how smart I am, and how strongly you think I can go back into high school with ease and pass successfully. Dropping out of Options For Youth was heart-breaking, but it wasn't as bad as when I left Kennedy. Leaving Kennedy was the first time I was ever out of a full-time (Monday - Friday) school. This time, it wasn't so new to me. I've done this before. I've failed before. It sounds like it would hurt more the second time since now my chances are even narrower and I've fully proven I can't even pass through high school, but you grow stronger, and sadly enough, failure is second-nature to me.
A couple of days ago, while I was at work, I saw a little stand for The Santa Clarita School of Preforming Arts at Hurricane Harbor. If you know me you know I'd love to be an actor. That's a dream I've had for a VERY long time. However, don't think I haven't tried these things. They claim to be number 1 school in the valley, have agents coming there all the time, etc. etc. MANY people have told me that, as a scam to steal money. How many times have you been stopped at the mall or grocery store by some agent telling you to sign up with them? My point exactly. It's all scam, I realized my dreams were crushed when it hit me that you have to know people to be in this business. Knowing ALL that, I STILL signed up for there school, I was in a good mood, and schools are different then agents. I didn't believe what he said for a second, but whatever, I filled out the form. He called me the next day and I made an appointment to see him at 7 on Wednesday.
On a brighter note, I did enroll at Mission College for the GED Prep course program. What that means is, I'm going to study for the GED Test, pay $150, take that test, and If I pass, I get the GED Diploma, which is a high school equivalency. Now is that as good as high school? Of course not. But it's something, and colleges that I'm looking into accept them. Even if I finished high school, Universities wouldn't have accepted me right out anyway, I would of had to go to a community college or something like it to get my G.E's and then transfer. My plan is to do that. My main pick is C.O.C in Valencia, which accepts GED's. Then I can transfer to something else after I get my G.E's. Universities accept community college diplomats so that's how you win if you messed up in high school.
Side Note: LESLIE STOP PRANK CALLING ON PRIVATE!
Okay, what else? Oh, I was on the way to the movies yesterday with a friend and on the freeway, there was a cylinder yellow thing on the freeway that popped BOTH my right tires and messed up BOTH of the rimes. I still don't know what it was on the floor but I had to wait forever for towing, and pay $400 for 2 new tires and 2 rimes. Not only is that a ridiculous amount of money that I was saving for my GED Test and my car debt, but now my wheels all look different. All from a stupid thing on the 5 South. Ugh! :(
When you don't have school in the day, you seem to plan all these errands during school time, perhaps to fill that whole. I went to the Los Angeles School District Office to get my work permit, but I told my manager I can't work during the week. I need to study for the GED Test. I did however increase my work hours a bit.
I just got a call back from The Santa Clarita School of Preforming Arts an hour ago, and he asked to verify if I was coming in tomorrow. I said no, I had work, which is the truth. He was disappointed, and asked to reschedule for Sunday, again, I said no, I was busy. He seemed to not take me as seriously, told me to call whenever to reschedule, and that was that. Not only are they scams, but I'm a total wreck right now. I need to get things together before perusing this.
Alright well, it's finally nice out on this hot summer day, I think I'm going to walk the dog. Walking is therapeutic. I love cold weather. Hot was never my thing. Maybe that's what gives July, probably the hottest month of the year, such a bad image in my head. Or maybe it's the stress level that is up to par with the heat. I don't know, all I know is I'm ready for it to end.
Song of the Blog: Simple Plan - Perfect